Thanks for completely messing with my head, and knocking all the confidence out of me again. I finally work up enough to be able to dance with a girl, ask her out, buy her drinks etc and I thought everything was going well over the weeks but then you turn round and say that you arent looking for anything blah blah blah.
Is it any wonder I don’t have the confidence to actually try and take a risk cos the one time I do it blows up in my face.
You were a mind fucker and if you didnt want anything you shoulda said at the start instead of leading me on.
Amy. We grew up together and we were pretty close as kids. Drifted apart slightly when we were teenagers but Id like to think we have got sorta close again. I like to think maybe its cos you miss me when Im uni :P Ive been saying it all my life and its never gonna change. You are my little sister and Ill want to protect you and kick whoevers ass it is that’s made you sad or annoyed.
You guys are so good to me. Mum we may have had our difference when I was a teenager and we both used to scream at each other but there was reasons behind that and I do apologise and it makes me cringe when I think back over it.
Coming home especially when Ive been in Leeds for months at a time makes me feel so safe and loved. You have done so much for me over the years and I hope I can make it up to you some day and make you proud of me. Love you both.
I don’t really have a crush at the moment but suppose there are a couple of girls that I always think ooh you are fit.
So anyways to a specific one. You deserve better. Seriously you do I know you love her but if you have broken up that many times I don’t think its gonna work out. You say you have problems and noone understands what its like but that’s not true. Ive had friends with the same thing and Ive been through some of it myself. What annoys me is that I never see you and when I do you always talk about your girlfriend or your ex if she is your ex at that point in time. I would never expect you to fall for me Id just like to be your friend.